Headaches

I wake up in the morning hoping to open my eyes, stretch, make coffee, raise up and get up for a productive day.
Instead I open my eyes, squeeze my eyes with pain, move my sore jaw and neck, and wonder what was I worried about now that I grinded my jaw?
Then I slowly get up, aching the whole time and realize the pain is now creeping to the front of my skull. It's encompassing my whole head and shoulders. Sneaking through my neck. Why is my muscle relaxant not working? Why is that migraine medicine not working?
Take two Tylenol, no Advil since I gave myself ulcers, that doesn't work so wait 8 more hours to take two more. If this was 6 months ago I'd be taking two or four excreting migraine and maybe 6 Advil. Whatever it took. Sooner or later the headache gave up. Now I fight with them.
Take a shower, pray. Doesn't work. Go through the day hoping and praying it goes away. Listen to a screaming little girl. Big kids who need and a family that needs. I am off for the summer I should be relaxing. Ha!
Afternoon comes and I can take more Tylenol. Please go away... Nope.
Why? I'm 35. This is my life. What will I be like when I'm 45? 55? Will I be able to turn my neck?
Neurologist says one thing. Doctor says something else. I'm not impressed. I'm depressed. I'm stressed.
One day. I'll either be totally crippled in my 40's or drugged up.

I go to bed and hope for a better day. Going to bed with the same headache you woke up with it a horrible way to end a day.

Well doesn't that just tickle your pickle and blow your skirt up?!

So I had no idea. Nope, no idea. I was dumbfounded and dumbduddled.

I have been posting on the wrong one. Yep the wrong blog. I am an idiot. Yep, an idiot. This whole summer I have been posting along about my adventures in learning to sew (didn't happen), my depression and hormone problems (hormones are almost back to normal), and my frustrations with my husband (he drives me nuts but we have been together for 16 years and had kids for 14 he is supposed to isn't he?).

Lots of blogs...then I click on a blog I read Desert Trivia. Read her updates and notice mine in her list. It says I haven't updated in 9 months. WT heck? So I click and see a blog I had no idea I had forgotten about.
So here I am after spending 15 minutes figuring out how to log on, explaining that I am an idiot, and too dadgum lazy to copy and paste those blogs so lets just say ya'll have missed the crazy Cynthia. The one who was ranting and raving about her move to Greenwood. Now I am here as the one who is almost back in her motion and can say that I am someone what sane (haven't ever really been sane) and now I will start blogging on here....geez I am an idiot!